i lurve black

2007-08-30T00:46:00.000+08:00

hahh! that photos have been around in my comp for ages because im too lazy to post it..
hehe
oke so can u guess wat is it about??

well yes if u say it's the eyebrow thing.. ur absolutely right!

Hmm i dont know why..but lately..i have..like..a thing for full eyebrows..
it's so sexy and natural..
when i see full eyebrows..i think of someone confident and sophisticated..
im seriously tired of the skinny,shaved/plucked/waxed,super perfect eyebrows..it gets really boring..

among the four lass above, i especially like lohan's n olsen's eyebrows..
they both have different characteristic..
olsen's eyebrows are short and neat whereas lindsay lohan's is slighly uneven but i think they frame her face perfectly.

so yeah..full eyebrows are definitely making a comeback..
on the runways and soon the streets!!

so people with thick eyebrows.. embrace them!

meanwhile.. i shall start doing my school work :S

2007-08-21T02:11:00.000+08:00

ayuni --

[noun]:

A person who laughs at anything (even this entry)

'How will you be defined in the dictionary?' at QuizGalaxy.com

that is 99.5% truth-ness!

2007-07-16T01:31:00.000+08:00

oke it's the usual boring stuff again.. i realli have nothing to write..besides that it was kinda fun today with my aunt,uncle,the princess,the moster n the kiddo at my house n that my mum cooked the most delicious bee hoon goreng ever...yummyness..
yeah and im back with blogthings again..i just love wasting my time doing tis.. and fyi i not feeling well ryt now..fever incoming..booohooo..

hey u noe wat..actualli i have something to write right now..
a few months ago i was reading the book 'A Dress for Diana' by David Emanuel and Elizabeth Emanuel. And i came across the phrase
"Something old, something new
Something borrowed, something blue"

It was a tradition thingy that they followed in making the dress..
(If im not wrong..something old was the vintage pattern Princess Diana had for her dress..Something new was of course the fabrics that were specially created for her..Something borrowed was the tiara Diana wore on the wedding day..It belonged to her mother and something blue was a little blue bow they sew at the back of the dress..coolness huh)

anyway today..i searched on the phrase and found this useful info..

"The next line of this old saying actually hints at its origin. The complete phrase is:

Something old, something new
Something borrowed, something blue
And a silver sixpence in her shoe.

A sixpence is a coin that was minted in Britain from 1551 to 1967. It was made of silver and worth six pennies. So this wedding tradition is definitely English, and many sources say that it began in the Victorian era.
Each item in this poem represents a good-luck token for the bride. If she carries all of them on her wedding day, her marriage will be happy. "Something old" symbolizes continuity with the bride's family and the past. "Something new" means optimism and hope for the bride's new life ahead. "Something borrowed" is usually an item from a happily married friend or family member, whose good fortune in marriage is supposed to carry over to the new bride. The borrowed item also reminds the bride that she can depend on her friends and family.

As for the colorful item, blue has been connected to weddings for centuries. In ancient Rome, brides wore blue to symbolize love, modesty, and fidelity. Christianity has long dressed the Virgin Mary in blue, so purity was associated with the color. Before the late 19th century, blue was a popular color for wedding gowns, as evidenced in proverbs like, "Marry in blue, lover be true."

And finally, a silver sixpence in the bride's shoe represents wealth and financial security. It may date back to a Scottish custom of a groom putting a silver coin under his foot for good luck. For optimum fortune, the sixpence should be in the left shoe. These days, a dime or a copper penny is sometimes substituted, and many companies sell keepsake sixpences for weddings"

oke byebye

2007-07-06T14:42:00.000+08:00

hey..nothing much to talk about..all the usual stuff..eat..sleep..
ive been doing a lot of reading though..particularly on fashion and motivational ones..
anyway..here's a fun quiz for the ladies..
>>What Kind Of Diamond Are You?
haha yes
im a round-cut diamond!
"Your shimmering, upbeat personality puts you in the spotlight, just like the round-cut diamond. With a girlie nature and friendly, playful disposition you tend to stay at the top of the It list"..
Cheyy! =P
Oke guys
Have a nice day!

2007-06-30T00:26:00.000+08:00

hmm i havent been doing anything much lately..thus the lack of updates..
but last saturday..my paternal family had a birthday gathering..so here's some pictures to sum everthing up..

FYI: the stripey top is my brother's! hahaha cos i cudnt be bothered to search thru my messy wardrobe for sumthing to wear..my brothers said i look oke in it..and that i take as a compliment because usualli they dont say anything!! haha
oke bye!

2007-06-27T22:34:00.000+08:00

here's a song that i like..
simply because i love the phrase..
"big girls dont cry"
hahaha

assestments drives u nuts..before and after

2007-06-09T00:42:00.000+08:00

yesterday,i woke up and found an a4 size letter from lasalle on my drawer..i was realli surprised because i wasnt expecting it at all..but i immediately knew that it contains my precious assestment's results..i didnt noe that some of my classmates had alreadi gotten theirs the day before..the onli thing i knew was that about 180 students had failed the assestments!(dat makes a quater of the whole foundation level!)..=S i was sooooo anxious..i quickly jumped off my bed and grabbed that piece of envelope..as i was tearing it open,i imagined wat if i had failed.."how am i going to tell my parents about it..maybe i shudnt..ohhh i hope i pass..i hope i pass..:S God help me!"
i whispered prayers as much as i can..den as soon as i pulled the sheets out, my eyes scrambled all over the piece of paper searching for the obvious words..

Remrks:Pass.Progrssto1BA(Hon)FashionDesgn
Passed? i passed? i quickly read that line again..
Remarks: Pass. Progress to level 1 .BA (Hons) Fashion Design.
...passed!I PASSED!I PASSED!!
I went nuts..I ran to the living room..jumping out and down and shouting like it's nobody's business..I literally shouted..yes..
MAAAAAA! YUNI PASS! YES! YUNI PASS! AHAHAHAHA YESSSS! (continues...)
my mom hu was in my brother's room at that time came out..even with all the shouting, yuni pass! yuni pass!,she still didnt get the point..hahahaha
ma!,yuni pass!!! yuni pass!! (still jumping) and she said "kau ni..buat mama terperanjat...igt aper pe.." hahahahaha for a while i wondered if my shoutings sounded lyk a cry for help..hahaha but it doesnt matter..i kept jumping..
yes i passed..
Thank God! =)

Fashion revolution..here i come..
(haha cedebah..)

2007-06-06T01:17:00.000+08:00

firstly,i fresh from finding out the truth..
secondly,i am now seriousli in the fresh-from-finding-out-the-truth mood..dat is..MAD..and CONFUSED,DISAPPOINTED,HURT and most of all..
DISAPPOINTED and HURT..

God..i'm so confused..
i realli dunno y u had to lie to me..
for goodness sake..jus tell the truth..dat is the most important thing..
and dat is all that i care about..
seriousli im feeling aweful right now..i swear..
come on..why must u lie?

2007-06-01T23:50:00.000+08:00

whoa..my sis is away in london for a school trip..yess she's at london..god..i'll be alone for another 9 days.. =(
things hadnt change that much though..my bedtime remains at around 3 am.. lol
i just cant go to bed earlier..i'll be tossing and turning for hours and it's so boring..
aniwae..my sis left for england yesterday at around 1.40pm..transit at brunei den dubai before reaching london..
ive just received a message from her at around 10.30pm..she said she's on the way to the hostel..and she has gotten for me postcards of marilyn monroe and beatles dat i wanted..
WUUUHOOOOOOO!
i wish she'll get me a poster too
hahaha
pleassss

2007-05-31T00:41:00.000+08:00

and i say for the millionth time, quit smoking..PLEASE QUIT SMOKING..
but he chose to break my heart..
n to keep me waiting..
lyk he did yesterday..and last month and last year..

he said tomorrow, tomorrow..but that day just never come..
thanks a lot
pfft

2007-05-22T00:13:00.000+08:00

Today..I had nothing but FUN! FUN! FUN!

FUN! FUN! and FUN!

will update again soon if i feel lyk it :)

Yes! I had FUN!

2007-05-16T19:24:00.000+08:00

Yesterday, i finally borrowed the book "John" by Cynthia Lennon. I have longed to read this biography for ages but kept my excitement bottled. I had so much projects to complete and have alreadi wasted ALOT of time. so, I waited for assestments to be over.
My..this book is fantastic! I was so engrossed with it that I have completed reading the book in about 12 hours! I cant believe it. It was truly enjoyable for me to read their teenage life. Catchy. Lovely. I often found myself reading the lines over and over again. "Oh how sweet..", I thought. Everyone was so carefree back then. I was more than convinced that, in the 1960s, the youth was at it's best. I realli wish I was around then!!!
Cynthia Powell, was John Lennon's first real love. They attended the same classes in Liverpool College of Arts. John and Cynthia seemed to be an unlikely couple. He was the clown of the class who slacked through lessons whereas she was a prim young lass who was dilligent and harworking. In many ways though, they were very similar and bonded well. It was obvious how madly in love they were. They adored one another and was very happy. But things had to take it's cruel turn. (WHY??)
Being a Beatle had many plus points, but it certainly came with a huge price to pay. There was alot of pressures and gradually, John began to experiment with drugs. That was the start of the end. Yoko Ono simply ended everything.
Oh damn it! As I reach this part of the story, it was alreadi 5 in the morning. I felt realli bored the moment Yoko Ono entered the picture. So just like when i was reading the previous Beatles biography, I went to sleep because i didnt feel lyk sacrificing my bedtime to read about Yoko. Nah. Not worth it.
The next morning, I woke up feeling bitter. I felt angry at John for leaving Cynthia the way he did. Later, John even had the cheeks to accuse her of adultery. Cynthia was as faithful as any women can get. Anyway, I continued reading the book and John continued behaving cold towards Cynthia and all that stuff. I was hoping that John would realise his mistakes. In the late 1980s, it looked like there was positive change from John, especially towards their son, Julian. But the bastard Mark Chapman had to kill him.. (WHY???)
And it was all that. Their relationship never got any better. Cynthia wanted to be friends again but not John. Somehow, i have a strong feeling inside telling me that John actualli still cared for Cynthia. First real love. How could he possibly let it go that easy?
I felt that his bitterness towards Cynthia was onli a shield to hide his true feelings. As Cynthia wrote in the early pages, "It struck me early on that John had developed his hard outer shell-the cynicism,cruel wit,aggression and possessiveness-to deal with his painful chilhood". I feel that he was just doing it again. Maybe he was shielding the guiltyness he felt. Maybe he avoided her to avoid facing the truth.
Cynthia also wrote that "after John's death, I received a series of letters claiming to be messages from him to me through a psychic. I have an open mind about these things, and I know that the 'psychic' might have been a crackpot, but the warm, loving messages they contained, and John's expressions of regret over the way he ended our relationship were heartwarming. It was nice to believe, just for a moment, that he really had sent them" I know it is quite hard to believe in such things. But "in 1966, he(John) received a letter from a psychic, warning that he would be shot while he was in the States". And tragically, it realli did happened. But at that point, they thought the 'psychic' was refering to the then upcoming US tour,which was also their last. Coincidence? Probably.
Well,this has been a very long entry. There's alot more to be said. I realli recommend the book "John" by Cynthia Lennon to Beatles fans, particularly Lennon's. It's good, believe me.
Now, I'll leave this entry with a qoute for us to ponder.
"It was said I never loved Cyn. That's far from the truth. We were young, bigheaded, and got into a physical relationship too soon. Perhaps if we took things slow we would have made it. I know we would have made it." - John Lennon 1974
If he was alive, maybe things might have been very different now.
Maybe for the better. Maybe not.

assestments is sooooo OVER

2007-05-04T22:31:00.000+08:00

oke..let's recall..
i didnt sleep last nyt..trying to finish the works..i wasn't so sleepy..thank God..and thanks opek for being very thoughtful..he woke up at around 2am and rang me up to ask how i was doing.. =)
i just realise my mom has scrub my paint pallete pretty clean..i dun usualli wash it nowadays..cos i uses acrylic and i can jus peel it off.. but mums being mums..she scrub away most of it..hahaha :D
the journey to sch was aweful..i took the damn cab n i felt giddy, i felt lyk vomiting..bleargh..dat apek is soooo freaking blur..i had to repeat and emphasys each letter to him.."Uncle,it's GOOD-DMANNN ROAD-D" frankly speaking..he was lyk..dumb...!!!!...after reaching the school carpark..he forgot that my stuff were at the back..i was about to open the boot and he jus droke away..yess!!! he did! how stupid is that!..
(wen i was alighting the taxi i actualli said "Let me take my stuff"..
oke not a clear instruction but he was supposed to remember aniwae!!! )
at first i assumed he was giving way to a motorcycle but i was wrong..luckily though, it was dead end n he couldnt drive off! i immediately rushed to the side of the car..
"UNCLE MY STUFF IS THE BACK" and he gave me that 'har?' face.."at the back?"..."YES AT THE BACK"
!!!!!!!!
Thank God he actualli drove forward..if he reversed, he could have knocked me down!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! he's so DUMB ah (hah!..cannot tahan already!)
oke forget the taxi driver
i would like to thank BRENNA AND JOEL for being ever so helpful..i am very touched by ur willingness to help me...
THANKS A MILLION =)
oke assestment, overall, was oke..i didnt sumbit quite a handful number of works for workshop classes..but i hope they will be kind towards me.. pleassse..oh btw..my assessers were Jane!,Sawn! and Sharina!...
yes Sharina...haa i feel so bad cos i usualli slack during her classes :S
at one point,my heart almost dropped wen Sawn called me to say "What if i say, sumbody else has presented those (external & internal drawing) works before.." i was lyk "WHHHAAATTTT!!!!!!!!!"
A million things popped into my mind *wth!* *who* what* *it was with me all the time!* *FAIL FAIL FAIL???!!!*
but thank God, the fact smacked me *PIANG!! MANURI!*
and it was after all,just a misunderstanding..cos last week,if u remember,i was down with fever..so...i asked manuri to help me bring those stuff down..(during PPD class,we were told that we must at least have a fren/family member to bring bring our works on assestment day if we're sick)
THANKS A MILLION MANURI =D
thus, apparently, Sawn has alreadi browsed thru the A2 folder and he remembered..!
soo there..
hmmm i didnt submit the external group project though..cos Ben was MIA this morning..intially,sawn told me that he will have to assume that i dun have my external :( But later on, they called me in.. they were trying to see if they can recall the work..luckily sharina & sawn have alreadi assessed brenna and ben respectively.. i also have the photo of the final piece in my camera...so..YESSSS!!! They remembered =)
(r u trying to sabotage me?..hahahahahahaha nahhh =P)
OKE evrything seemed fine la..for now..the assessers were nice towards me (hopefully towards my grade too! =D haha)
btw i found out that sharina actualli took painting!! surprised? me too hehe
okie dokie..dat's all folks..wat a longg entry
im gonna get a life now!!! wuuuhoooooo
EVERYONE,HERE I COME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

;D

2007-05-02T02:10:00.000+08:00

i am SOOOOOOO BORED..and i dont feel lyk sleeping..hmph

2007-05-01T15:26:00.000+08:00

dum dum dum
here
is
the
new
blogskin!!
i spent about three to four hours doing it..hahaha..and yess..it's black and white again..wuuhoo! simple isn't it..just how i like it..though im considering adding some colours later..i dunno..i love the previous design because it's very bright and it realli reflects the way i look at my life right now..so i may add some hues into this current one..
there's marilyn monroe of course..i just love her..there's many photos of her that i realli like..but i chose this because it goes with the whole design..it's so chic..i believe it was taken in the late 50s or early 60s..(she died in 1962) but it's still relevant now..it's so fashion forward..this was before the youth culture came around..(a full-blown youth culture, partly in the form of subcultures such as mods, rockers, and hippies happened in mid-1960s)..the hairstyle and her posture..love it..love it..love it..
so if u guys have any suggestion..hate it or love it..do tell me..okie dokie.. =)
byes!

2007-04-27T16:45:00.000+08:00

yesterday was, seriousli, the worst day of my life..it was painful..it was humiliating..it was so unexpected..it was almost unbelievable..i was so scared and almost traumatised..i was down with fever afterwards..today was my final assestment and i had alot of work to do last nyt but i just couldnt do things properly..the incident affected me so much..
i flunk my assestment n it's so regretful..i hope i can get a second chance..
i hope...

2007-04-21T23:57:00.001+08:00

tinking of my secondary sch days..woah..i was such a bitch!
yess! that is an honest confession..i was a bitch but so was A LOT of the others in the class...
tsk tsk..
therefore..i wud lyk to apologise from the most bottomest of my heart to those whom ive bitch n hurt and deserve this apology..
hmm y onli the deserving??
because y shud i apologise the rest who hadnt change their attitude a single bit..
i have...so yeah..
throughout this one year in la salle..i tried to change and be a better person..n i have to say i did! i like to say gud things about others m0re than anything else..
although sumtyms..people jus piss the hell out of me (and the rest) and i jus had to say it! so too bad..
all in all..my first year in la salle have been a great and unforgettable experience that will be etched in my memory foreveerrrr(infinity)..
u guys are SO kind and lovely..i have learnt a lot from y'all.. :)

2007-04-20T03:07:00.003+08:00

the man is back! gegege.. well.. since monday.. but i was too happy to blog about it.. :D

at the airport..

with sis n bros n niece

akila..the dress is so uber cute!

his little bro..with his newly shaven hair..haiyak!

doing a britney ayy heheheh

but tis is my favourite photo of him..hehe

170407..
i am never happier =)

2007-04-16T00:16:00.000+08:00

oke..it's been two days since my last entry..yesterday, the internet connection was sucky and the day before, i was working on my internal drawing final project..
(i still missed u okayy :D )
well yeah the project was actualli done but my lect asked me to improve on it..
here it is..

(sorry for the lousy photography)

soo..this artpiece was (slightly) inspired by a stanza of this poem..

My Shadow by Robert Louis Stevenson
I have a little shadow that goes in and out with me,
And what can be the use of him is more than I can see.
He is very, very like me from the heels up to the head;
And I see him jump before me, when I jump into my bed.

the medium used is acrylic paint on canvas.it's a very simple piece..the way i like it but my lecturer find that it's a little too bare..hmm..i actualli tot so too..wen i woke up, i was staring at it for~~ever~~ the longest time..i was trying to find ways to make it more decorative..
so guys, i realli2 need ur comments..tell me if u like it..or not..etc..

thum thum thum..

(i'll try to keep my composure!! :D less than 24hrs to go: i can't wait!)

"Dearest Almighty God, please let everything go smoothly :) "

2007-04-12T23:17:00.000+08:00

blah..exteranl drawing group project is so boooriing..
aniwaes..see the irritaing pic below..the typical way of taking act cute pictures.. hahahaha

and this on the other hand...was taken back in 1966.......*grin* as if!

hahaha i have tonnes of work to do but im wasting time doing stuff lyk this..
kekeke im so gonna be dead!

(ive got sumthing to show u!..another 4+ days to go: i can't wait!)

2007-04-12T00:49:00.000+08:00

i miss opek

(i wish we can talk..another 5+ days to go: i can't wait!)

2007-04-11T19:52:00.000+08:00

i want to wear tudung but my mom dun allow me to..can u believe it????!!!!
she said not now..blablabla..she's afraid one day i'll be disappointed with my desicion..wth! y shud i be disappointed in abiding to God's rules??????!!!!!!!
im getting more n more obssesed with fashion..it's so sickening

2007-04-10T23:42:00.000+08:00

yesterday,while doing my research,i came across this images..oh i so love these furnitures..

"Bubble"

haha i realli love these kind of quirky retro thingy.. and it comes in my favourite colour.. red n silver! gagaga (sori i forget to save the name of the other two products)

(today is a special day!..another 6+ days to go: i can't wait!)

2007-04-09T21:07:00.000+08:00

im posting sum more pics!! hurhur :P

mamat asal mamat lempar bolaaa

ohhh tendang ehh

aah..wahh pandai dier

(barely 5 minutes later) mamat hauussss

yes kakak throw the ball at uncle fadli..

oopsss abang marah laa (wahaha pepandai nyer biken story kekeke)

hah da la asek mamat ngn alysya je
tgk muka korg pon bagus kekeke mcm phm

(i've got your message!..another 7+ days to go: i can't wait!)

2007-04-08T22:34:00.000+08:00

so..my kuzzie organised a picnic today..there were loads of games n wonderful food..it was fun but im realli tired..so here's some photos to sum evrything up..

oke it's quite alot of photos..oh well..byebye

(today's the first day..another 8+ days to go: i can't wait!)

2007-04-06T22:32:00.000+08:00

my bro just lost his brand new phone..uh..stupid..apparently, he went to some freaking bdae chalet..i bet his frens f**cking stole it..uh i realli dislike his frens..emo steppo..lame-mo..all tis emo wannabe..stop the shit..if u hate life and want to die go kill yourself..dun pretend to b all angsty..ooh i hate life..i love blood..come on..dat's bullshit..get a life!

2007-04-05T00:53:00.000+08:00

i figured out that the easiest thing to lie about is my own feelings..im so sensitive at times..it's a huge burden..so i hide my feelings..wen im angry,i keep quiet..wen im pissed,i'll walk away..wen i want to cry.i look into the ground..
especially during pms..uh i just cant tell u how much i hate it..

2007-04-01T02:03:00.000+08:00

wow..it's already 2 in the morning..im busy preparing my presentation slides right now..very tired and bored yeah..but oh well..i really need to make it gud..
ive been getting less than four hours of sleep these days..i have tonnes of work to complete..next week would be the review week/class critic before we officially attend the assestment..
ive been procrastinating (yet again!) this semester.. boohoo..as much as ive tried, i just cant stop this awefully bad habit..i find it as hard as trying to qiut smoking,which is really hard.. (kan opek...:p) but i will try..or as Adam Khoo would advise us to say..I WILL... :S
now..i better get some sleep..need to clean my room tomorrow morning..
oke..[take care of your health opek:)]
byebye

2007-03-15T03:12:00.000+08:00

finally..the pictures of last friday's 3D assestment.. :)

it was a sunny day (i like dat effect)

here's my 3D group members..me,brenna,hui ying n manuri..
wearing-of all colours-BLACK (on a sunny day!) n guess hu's idea is it..huahaha..me! =P i jus wanted to go with the colour of our structure..n we all simply love black don't we..hehe..sharina,our lect said we r lyk part of the structure..heheheh

it was hot..seriousli

so that's our humble structure..it's so simple yes..cos brenna is in our group.. hehehe hahaha..no la..the reason is that we wanted to have a structure that is simple but works..it did..yay..the top part thingy was spinning freely..n the birds too..the structure is actualli made up of corrugated boards(for the body),metal cans(in the prism leg for support)and 'Twinkles'(chocolate) empty plastic container for the mobile thingy..the birs on the other hand is made up of plastic bottle,corrugated board(again) n a strip of the empty metal can for its beak.. walla! simple ryt..hehehe..

all my wonderful frens..there's angelyn,kaka,riddy,joel,ben,terence,aaron n many more..such a nice day realli..
oke..thanks kaka for the pics..
ya dat's all..byebye..

2007-03-09T20:05:00.000+08:00

so this morning,i went to manuri house to help her with our 3D structure..we took the cab because there's zero way we can manage the 1.5m tall thingy in the bus.. aniway, we were slightly late..hui ying helped us out at the carpark and we made our to where we were suppose to be heading..opposite the canteen..whatever u call that place..we walked n walked..then,the istant we reached there, we gasped in amazement.. there were so many people (about 600+!) with the weirdest structures around.. i was like.."err tis is weird.. where am i?" i seriousli felt like a little mouse.. u noe wen harry potter entered his magic school, i tink it was a similar feeling.. hehe..
yeah..im si glad that evrything went well for us..the top of the structure was moving freely..it was standing..
HUURRAY!!
and there was tis super cute hottie.. waaa.. he reminds me of chad micheal murray.. hehe.. taufik is so gonna kill me..
oke..so i hope i can get the pictures soon...shall upload them..byebye =)

2007-03-08T13:56:00.000+08:00

here is one of my favourite video of the beatles..they are terrificly awesome..it's their song, Im So Happy Just To Dance With You..from their movie, A Hard Day's Night.. the next one is actualli a little animation of them..the same song.. it's cute..the ending, an acapella of Beatles' song In My Life is so irritating..i WISH they r all alive..oke..so have a look..

finally, here's the song In My Life..apparently, it's one of Mccartney's favourite Beatles song..this song just breaks my heart..especially,in the 2.24 min..john, george and den paul..they look so happy..i cant believe the conflicts they actualli had later...

see those girls who fainted?? if Beatles is still alive, im so gonna faint just like them..wahaha..

2007-03-08T02:57:00.000+08:00

bouyah!!! it's a new blog skin! monroe yet again.. always.. how do u like it?? the colour scheme is totally,absolutely different from the previous one..i realli lyk it..it's very simple..it's very bright..really reflects my life ryt now..hmm..eh..wait..i tink it's gonna get a little cloudy..ergh..
aww..look..isnt she simply fabullously..gorgeous..she makes my heart melt..hehehe..
anyway ya..i have a tag to do..sori kaiya..next tym k..(padahal kan..aku kan..da biken tau..tapi aku tak upload..:p soon k..)
oh ya!!! ive been busy doing my 3d group project..hah! finally..the structure is standing..hah! menyusahkan hidup aku..btw..i had so much fun doing it..with brenna,manuri n hui ying..they are a great bunch of people..hah!..and my essay 1000 essay on Charlotte Perriand is DONE..i tot it's never going to be completed..
oke..off to sleep..no school tomorrow..ouuuh yeah..byebye..gud nite :)

2007-02-23T20:04:00.000+08:00

here's two edited pic..one for my sis for the taufik batisah official forum and another for one hilary duff's fansite..wahahaha..it's quite raw..simple,not too complicated..ya it's oke..

2007-02-21T01:46:00.000+08:00

im havent been updating my blog.. haa here's sum pic.. very sleepi now..shall update another time.. gtg.. byebye..

2007-02-04T16:14:00.000+08:00

i always hate crying..it makes me feel so weak..
my dreams..im drowning in it..oh no..im drowning in the hands of others hu r trying to push me towards my dreams..

2007-01-31T22:35:00.000+08:00

the last few days have been very very hectic..there's so much work to be done..i get very little sleep..it's very restless..thank God i have such an amazing class..they make sch such a comfy place..
btw here's sum photos Kaka took recently..kaka is a vietnamese..very soft-spoken last term but boy is he not!! sumtimes he goes around the class snapping candids and claiming dat he's a paparazzi..ahahaha..wat an idiot..

during external drawing..
from far left..
angelyn,kyn(lecturer),sheila(blocked from the view),yanni,joel,me,ben,manuri,yohana

during 2d class..look at how diligent i am...
from fer left..yohana,yanni,billy,me,angelyn,manuri,nelly(blocked from the view,brenna,joel,ben,kim(lecturer)

the paparazzi snap! horrible! ahahaha
thanks eh azhar..
!!!!

2007-01-25T15:41:00.000+08:00

last sunday,chong's boyfren gave us a treat..to the zoo!-yes! the ticket,food n more food! there were 6 of us altogether..it was a lively day..i have so much to write but..oh well..they say a picture speaks a thousand words ryt? so here's a dozen pics!

2007-01-24T01:12:00.001+08:00

im busy doing my project but i realli enjoy tis kinda stuff and i cant stop..multi tasking..haha..give it a go ~~guys~~ girls (onli!)

Your Makeup Look Is

Pale Lips with Big Eyes
A little classic, a little retro - you look fantastic in this high fashion look.

What's Your Signature Makeup Look?

Your Inner Retro Girl Is

1950s Doll

What Retro Girl Are You?

What Your Black Outfit Means

You're a sophisticated woman with big city taste.
You have a strong creative force - even if you don't wear the boldest clothes.
You tend to intimidate people. But the right guy won't be intimidated by you!

Designer match: Dolce & Gabbana

Signature accessory: Gold framed sunglasses

What Does Your Favorite Outfit Say About You?

Both of You Wear the Pants

You and your guy seem to have stuck the perfect power balance.
It's not that you don't disagree - it's just that you've learned how to compromise well.
You're both mature enough to know that you can't always get your way...
And usually, you're both adult enough to reach an agreement - even if that sometimes means giving in a little.

Who Wears the Pants in Your Relationship?

You Are Mostly Secure

In general, you feel confident and together.

But the wrong thing can happen, and all of a sudden, you're not feeling so secure.

Luckily, your insecurities don't last long... at least, not usually.

So the next time you're feeling insecure, try to snap out of it - and remember the confident woman you are!

Are You Insecure?

You Are 39% Bitchy

You're a pretty sweet person, and you're definitely not prone to bitchy outbursts.
Sometimes, though, you can't help thinking mean thoughts about people. But at least you don't act on them!

How Bitchy Are You?

2007-01-18T23:09:00.000+08:00

Sum of Marilyn Monroe's rankings:

"The Entertainment Weekly magazine revealed the 100 Greatest Entertainers of all time.

1. The Beatles
2. Elvis Presley
3. Marilyn Monroe
4. Steven Spielberg
5. Madonna
6. Frank Sinatra
7. Saturday Night Live
8. Michael Jackson
9. Lucille Ball
10.The Simpsons.."

"ENTERTAINMENT WEEKLYS 100 GREATEST MOVIES OF ALL-TIME

1. The Godfather (1972)
2. Citizen Kane (1941)
3. Casablanca (1942)
4. Chinatown (1974)
5. Raging Bull (1980)
6. La Dolce Vita (The Sweet Life) (1960) (It.)
7. The Godfather, Part II (1974)
8. Gone With The Wind (1939)
9. Some Like It Hot (1959)
10. Singin' In The Rain (1952)
...
21.All About Eve"

"Chosen by Empire Magazine as one of the "100 Sexiest Stars in Film History" (1995)

Voted Empire (UK) Magazine's "Sexiest Female Movie Star of all Time" (1995)

Ranked #8 in Empire (UK) Magazine's "The Top 100 Movie Stars of All Time" (1997)

Named the Number One Sex Star of the 20th century by Playboy magazine (1999)

Voted "Sexiest Woman of the Century" by People Magazine (1999)

Voted 4th Greatest Movie Star of all time by Entertainment Weekly

Voted 2nd Greatest Movie Star of all time by Premiere Magazine

Ranked #6 on the American Film Institute's "50 Greatest Screen Legends" list"

coolness!

2007-01-18T02:11:00.000+08:00

to all the irksome people

2007-01-14T01:35:00.010+08:00

"He said:
"I want to refrain myself from the cliche ness of having an fashion icon
to get inspiration for my design."
Well, it is not a nuisance to me.
But if you read those words he says,
He's fairly criticizing those who have fashion icons.
[Ayuni, he is referring to you too]
This is what Ayuni has to say.
"I think to a certain extent it's good
to have an inspirational icon like,
Coco Chanel, Audrey Hepburn because at least while we are
knowing nothing, those icons can help a lot.""

I picked that in Fizzy's blog..it's about his fren hu commented about him having a fashion icon..blablabla..so wat do u think?
hmm..me..marilyn monroe..al kisah,i picked a book in the national library about Monroe because all of a sudden,i was curious about her death..i have always heard about her and at that moment,i felt an urge to read more about her life..i browsed thru sum books and was awed by the stunning pictures of her..i began doing alot of reading about her..her life,her journey to fame n her untimely death..dat,was years ago..before i knew that having an icon was cool,a fad or wateva..i didnt sit down n think 'hmm i shall look out for an icon to idolise!' it was a mere urge n soon after i was obssesed with her..i mean her life is absolutely intriguing..she's lyk one
of the biggest LEGEND!! it was impossible to just brush her off aside after reading all about her..
ironically enough,i never realli regard marilyn as my fashion icon..because she herself wasnt all interested in fashion..she often shops for make up n perfumes more than clothes..during events etc,she usually wears clothes from the studio wardrobe..make up on the other hand is an essential because that is the tool of transformation for her..from just Norma Jean to the sex goddess Marilyn Monroe..
so i dun realli bother about what fizzy's fren said..but i had my opinions regarding his comments..
Hubert de Givenchy is a renowned fashion designer..im sure u noe that..but do u noe that most of his works r hugely inspired by Audrey Hepburn..in the 50s ownwards,both of them work very closely to create pieces that soon influenced the world of fashion..his works continued to be inspired by her even after her death..so wen one of the biggest haute couturier is influenced by an icon lyk her,how gud r we to not
b? but i guess it's solely up to each individual..if they dislike the idea of having a fashion icon influencing their work, then more power to them..
but hey,as ironic as it is,i have to admit that it's becoming a fad to sort of have a fashion icon or wat so ever..i mean more n more ppl r suddenly into all this 50's and 60's people thingy..i mean it's a gud thing but wen evryone does it, it's lyk the vintage essence is gone..u get wat i mean?..
hmm..me..Marilyn Monroe? she literally influence my life!! huahahaha..

aniwae if u would lyk to read more of audrey n her collaboration with Givenchy, u shud visit this website.. click here

n here's a rare montage of Marilyn Monroe.. each one of it is absolutely brilliant lyk always..(almost ineffable!!!) and the background music is a song sang by the lady herself..'You'd Be Surprised'..so..hold ur breath!!!

2007-01-11T20:59:00.000+08:00

oh yeah..thum thum thum thum..it's alreadi 10 days of 2007..phew im still
intact n doing pretty well despite the pushing n tugging of all the insanity..
school was indeed a pleasure (minus the truckload of projects!) sumhow..it's pleasant..i guess to a large extent,after the two months of break n slacking,it's GREAT to get back to the pace right before those holidays came along..haa..
btw it's barely a week since school reopen yet ive alreadi got multiple task to complete..the theme this term is poetry..i tot it was quite an odd choice,ryt?..but i guess i can work around with it..hmm..
aniwae,ive got mouth ulcers..blearh..it's painful n sometimes excruciating..0.5cm
long,0.4cm wide-aargh.. i always get bad ulcers..plus there's 2 of it! (the other one smaller)..WHY???

haa niwae here's sum pics from last month..heh..da berzaman..saje2

2007-01-11T20:43:00.000+08:00

aniwae here's sum of my favourite pics of the beautiful gorgeous late Marilyn Monroe (a number of them are pretty rare!!) S.T.U.N.N.I.N.G

2006-12-19T20:36:00.000+08:00

its been pouring since morning thus making me stuck at home..BORING..i planned to go to sch for a while to get sum stuff but the weather hindered me from stepping out of my house..i realli hope that a miracle wud happen and tomorrow will be a perfect sunny day to go to the beach with my peeps..otherwise we wud have to cancel our plan to have a picnic that i've been looking forward to..damn it..haaa..PLEASE,PLEASE,PLEASE DONT RAIN TOMMOROW..
aniwae..here's some recent photos that i took with my cousins..one at a wedding ceremony and the other is at my aunt's kenduri..wateva u call it in english..

2006-12-17T02:40:00.000+08:00

tis week was almost one of the worst week of my life!-tis year..i cant believe the journey to "stardom" is this tough..hur hur
i had an aweful tym tis week..probably not the worst ever but it's bad! im losing my appetite by each day..i mean..i realli lurveeee food..i jus forget to eat..
aniwae firstly i have the stupid sch fees to think about,my bestie told me that some stupid girls are bitching bout me,im not going to see my gud fren again n opek is in china!! i got no one to talk to..except for my sista..wait was i talking to her or to the walls..thanks alot ppl! ure not helping..
the fees..urgh dun talk about it..those girls? they are mere hypocrites..i jus listen n laugh..they r totally outrageous..myb they are joking..i dun care if they wanna bitch about me 24/7..but they said sumthing about me that's totally off the wall..ME?! WANTING TO BE LYK SHAY?! they are seriousli out of their f**king mind bcos i wud rather turn down a million dollar deal than to be lyk her!!!!! i mean y wud i wanna b lyk her..we r totally special in our own ways..we rock as ourselves..in this crammed design world,u r nothing if u try to be someone else..i realli respect her n i tink she's realli cool..but to be lyk her or trying to b 'popular' lyk her is silly..i got close to her because her frens are big hypocrites n she hates it..for me she's a nice person n it's doesnt matter if she wants to flirt or wateva..i jus tell her if i dun lyk sumthing she's doing..but if she disagree with my opinion,den more power to her..simple! we just give n take..
she's awesome..
my gud fren is history..n opek!!! i need to talk to u!!!! so badly badly badly...
ouh until today came along..i had such a wonderfull tym..i love evry minute of it!!!!
my paternal fam had a gatering at my aunts house because one of my aunt is going to Mecca for a month soon..i remember in 1995, my late grandparents went to Mecca together but unfortunately,my grandma became sick n passed away there..she died in my granpa arms n he came back alone..haa..it's fate..
aniwae,i came to my aunt's house at around 2 pm to help out with things..there was onli me,my family,3 0f my aunts n little Qi (he's so cute!)..but by around 7pm..the house was filled with about 50 people..it was realli NOISY but pleasant..it felt lyk the old days wen my grandparents were around n all my aunts n uncles n cousins will gather to visit them n spent tym together weekly..it was a crazy tym..me running around playing chase etc with my kuzzies-i was still a kid then..it was such a blast..i remember clearly..the game tug-of-war..me holding hands with kak shima n seha n at the other side kak juli n ati n sidah n we'll shout our group name (mine was strawberry!) and pull each other n see which group is stronger ..
haha "STRAWBERRY!!ORANGE!!STRAWBERRY!!ORANGE!!STRAWBERRY!!ORANGE!!!" hahahaha..
aniwae..jus now my aunt complained that there was a lizard hiding behind tis particular wall frame..so my dad decided to catch it..he peep behind the frame..n the lizard (a fat one!) crawled out of it very quickly..upon it's sight,my aunts started shrieking n screaming-with dat disgusted look on their face!!!! can u imagine!!! practically all the girls shriek!!! (except for me..huahaha i went eee..dat's all..i'm not kidding hahaha)there was like 20 girls/women around! sum ran into the rooms! i cudnt help but laugh..my father manage to catch it..he went out of the main door..but came right in with the lizard between his fingers (he held it on it's neck n the lizard was practically hanging lyk dat..i know..disgusting!) he walked towards my aunts n they yelled..i laughed so hard.."eee!aahhh!eee!OI JANGAN EH!PERGI BUANG!CEKIK DARAH PUNYA ORG!PERGI BUANG CICAK TU!AAAHH!!" hahaha sum buried their faces under their palms..n soon the lizard was gone-my dad threw it out of the window..
i played with my cute little Mamat jus now..me,my sis n 2 of my cousins we sitting on the floor facing each other talking..we sat pretty close..all of a sudden,Mamat ran from nowhere n dived between us into our arms..cute ryt!
he did it again n again after that..first he stand about a meter away from us,he place his palms together,lyk a person hu's going to start doing silat..then run into our arms..soon,we started threwing him into one another's arms..he's so adorable!
oh god i can go on till the morning but i shall stop..haa such a perfect ending to a horrible week..

2006-12-14T23:40:00.000+08:00

last nyt,i had a conference with kaiya,aien n rad..it was hilarious..i was giggling n giggling all the way..trying not to laugh bcos evryone in the house were away in lala land n i wouldnt want to wake them up-especially my parents or i'll b dead..they dont noe im using the comp in the middle of the nyt..so it was hush2..i kept biting my lips so as not to burst out loud..
evryone had been busy with their own stuff throughout the year n believe it or not..i havent meet them at all since the o levels release!!! aargh i miss u babes!! hehe..not kidding!..
aku excited nk p beach ngn korg ni huahahaha

2006-12-12T20:06:00.000+08:00

haa..i went to geylang with my mom..it was boring..i mean geylang is boring.. not my mom..on our way back home in the bus..we sat at the back n i was wearing a pair of shade..then suddenly i saw one of the prettiest thing on earth..a rainbow!!! it was lyk inaffable..in fact there were two!!! one clearerthan the other.. i got so excited!! the last tym i saw one was lyk a decade ago..i tink..
aniwae the rainbows that i saw werent those full ones..it was a quater..it was amazing nonetheless..my mom was excited..she told me that years back wen i was in primary sch,there was this full rainbow across the sky..all the people got excited especially the other kids..she said i was with her but i cant remember a single thing..oh well
haa n i have to agree with khairiah..the weather is very unpredictable nowadays..one minute i see a couple of scary lightnings then moments later there's rainbows in the sky..

2006-12-11T15:06:00.000+08:00

aargh i feel so burden ryt now..ive got so much things going on in my head..some major problems..n opek has gone to china for two weeks..aargh..i'll b dead bored..i realli dun feel lyk talking to anyone ryt now..i tink he'll b having a brilliant time there..it's a very rare opportunity..to be chosen to get down to the rural area to contribute..oh well..i hope evrything goes well for him n the rest..
omg im so stressed!!

2006-12-08T14:28:00.000+08:00

the past few days have been realli enjoyable..so much that i didnt even bother to spend my tym sitting infront of the comp typing away-it's lyk a waste of time..
on monday,my cousin,syafiqah,came over for a sleepover..it was hilarious..we did simple things but it was realli fun..there were loads of laughters..we rented sum movies-actualli two chick flicks,namely 'mean girls' (which we'd alreadi watched during a recent slumber party) and 'she's the man'..we gobbled up packets of popcorn n gurgled a jug of sarsi while watching the show.. syafiqah was realli crazy..she got frightened at the slightest thing..i cudnt help but laugh throughout her stay..for instance,while we were going to the shop to get some popcorns,i heard girls laughing away..then my cousin was lyk "ayuni kiter dengar org nangis" which means "ayuni i hear people crying"..i was lyk "har? tu org ketawa ah"-"har? dat's ppl laughing ah"..she was suspicious of evrybody she saw..omg..but it was understandable for me considering how smallsize she is-she's 12 years old but onli about 1.4m tall..later at home, she told my sis "eh sumbody knocked on the door" but my sis heard nothing..it happened a lot of time,i realli felt lyk knocking her head..
aniwae on wednesday night,i went to fashion fiesta at bradell's heights near serangoon mrt..with shay's mum n bros,ibrahim n izzat,fik and shay's aunt n uncle.. i was realli looking forward to this event because shay had participated in it..i wore a black top n dusty green high waisted skirt with black pointed toe wedge pumps dat had sum goldish emblishment n black tote with goldish buckle..i tied my hair into a simple ponytail n did a simple make up with nude colour lipgloss..(damn i shud have taken a pic rather than explaining i noe..) n guess wat..i was drenced in rain afterwards..OMG!!!! shay's mum actualli offered a ride with shay's aunt n uncle but i went with fik instead cos we were late..aargh..can u imagine..we were late so there was no time for us to dilly dally..it didnt help that there werent enuf shelter n i was wearing pumps 3 inches high..thank God i brought along my sweater so the degree of wetness wasnt as bad..
the show was quite oke..i like the stage n lightings..evrybody was formally dressed.. the designs were pretty normal for me though..there wasnt any that impressed me dat much..i liked fizzy's idea of designing for the big sized lass..it stands out from the rest..even though i wasnt sure if his design was that helpful in flaunting her assets n hiding her flaws..but aniwae..gud attempt..all in all..i kinda enjoy the show..it's very new to me..n im very proud of shay..n fizzy..i saw nakiah there..its been a while since i met her..

2006-12-06T00:52:00.000+08:00

omg if onli im a man..i wud cut my hair lyk john lennon's (the hairstlye he had during the early 60s)..if im a butch i will cut my hair lyk john lennon's..but im a girl..n im tinking of cutting my hair lyk john lennon..but then again thank God im a girl cos otherwise i wudnt even have a chance to date Jonathan Bennett..he's realli cute i'll be a gay if i had too..huahaha..i mean since lennon is alreadi dead..

2006-12-05T14:03:00.000+08:00

so i hope u see
that i
wud love to love u
and that she
will cry
when she learns we are too/two (i dunno..sum sites wrote that its 'two')
dats the lyrics to the beatles' song that is playing ryt now..
haa beautiful words compared to listening to my cousin prattling away and reading wat im writing and she just realise that im talking bout her..now she's pissed..
haha yeah she's sleeping at my house for two days..for fun..
anyway yest i slept at 5.30 in the morning..got too engrossed with my cousin's book..
"Girl,15 Charming but Insane" oh God i realli love it..i read it in the dark with onli my hp's light to shine..i swear i wanted to cry n i felt my heart wrench..as if i was Jess..the main character of the book..i cudnt help but picture Adam Goldberg,the co star in Lizzie Mcguire series,as Fred,Jess best mate..Furthermore,in Lizzie Mcguire,he was Lizzie's best mate..so the character is quite similar..heh..
We slept vertically lyk usual on the queen size bed..quite a bad idea cos as soon as i wanted to lie down,which was almost in the morning..my sis n cousin had been tossing n turning and leaving little space for me..the length not any longer than the length of my arm..which isnt that long nor short..haa but i dozz off to my dreams aniway and woke up at 10am..wonder wat i'll b doing today..

2006-12-01T22:38:00.000+08:00

hsa..ive jus started drawing potraits of my two kuzzies..its meant for their bdae..n since they both sleep in the same room..i drew both drawings on the same sheet of paper..currently,im still working on the layout (which ended up quite detailed hur wat was i thinking) so im not realli sure if i wanna make the final piece on an a2 or a3..

initially,my idae was to paint it on an a2 board but considering the shortage of tym n the lack of motivation n skill, heh, i thought of colouring it with colour pencils on an a3 instead..(isnt it as tedious as the former one?..wth) but it will look nicer against swarovski crystals..yeah i wanna add them to my final piece to add some glam..oh yeah..hehe..ouuuh ive actually made my decision..

haaa so noww...i do have a lot of things to do..hur..bt uh..i dunno..i jus need money,honey..aargh..

2006-11-29T16:03:00.000+08:00

life has been pretty empty lately..nothing spectacular has happen..n i realli dun lyk it..most of my mates have their own stuff to do n having a shortage of cash isnt doing me any gud either..(otherwise bole merayap2 ngn kaiya huaha..)
basically ive been spending my tym watching tv lyk an idiot..hur..so after all those tym spend in front of that tube..myb i shall review sum of my fav shows..ouh but it's mostly cartoons,honey..so if ure not a fan..err oh well..jus hop off sumwhere ;)

Spongebob Squarepants (Nickelodeon)
Hu wud lyk it: Almost anybody..the whole family will enjoy it..i tink..
Fav episode/scene:"Pizza Delivery/Home Sweet Pineapple" episode
Fav qoute(s):When spongebob thinks he forgot how everything works just bcos he forgot to tie his shoelace.."Is it matress,matress,me,blanket or matress,me,matress,blanket?"

Kim Possible(Disney Channel)
Hu wud lyk it:Most girls and myb boys of the age 7 to 18
Fav episode/scene:Kim possible So The Drama Movie n the back to back episode of kim possible "A Sitch in Time"
Fav qoute(s):"Booyah!"

Teen Titan(Cartoon Network)
Hu wud lyk it:All action/comedy lovers..including my dad *grin*
Fav episode/secene:I love every episode!!
Fav qoute(s):Raven's chants

Unfabulous(Teen Nick)
Hu wud lyk it:Tween n teens girls
Fav episode/scene:"The Rhinoceros in the Middle of the Room" episode
*grin*

2006-11-25T01:30:00.000+08:00

its a new skin alryt..booyah!
hehe..tell me wat u guys tink of it..but dun tell me its simple..i noe dat alreadi..
hehe..btw..it's still under construction..so..jus hang around for now..

2006-11-15T23:23:00.000+08:00

haa..matahari pon da nk terbit..besok nk klua..aduh..mendaknyerrrr...
ni..tengah2 mlm da nk pagi..nga cari inspirasi..huahuahua..omg..i saw vera wang's designs n gasp!!! she's brilliant...hmm..tembel di mataku pon da nak baek..thank God..eh..btw it jus me atau nga musim tembel skrg..haa..

2006-11-15T00:39:00.000+08:00

sumthing my sis found..give it a try..

The Picto-Personality Test

You are a person who lives in the moment and is passionate about whatever and whoever you love.

When alone, you appreciate being able to do nothing if you want to, and setting your own pace for things.

You are adventurous, always up to do the most extreme things. You have a certain recklessness that makes people very attracted to you.

In the future you will be very wealthy. You have the ambition and the drive to make a lot of money.

Take this Test at QuizGalaxy.com

2006-11-14T21:27:00.000+08:00

recently..i was bored to death n i decided utk potong rambut bedek2..heheh..
abe tkde kje kn..tkkn nk tolak habuk (mcm ader org tu..heheh..)..
abe ader org percaya..huahahaha..*winks*

hueheheheh

2006-11-14T20:56:00.000+08:00

atas permintaan kaiya dn anati..i've lifted the permission thingy..huehehe..(ckp terima kasih..heh..) i hardly update my blog nowadays..cam malas tapi tu lah..bile2..

2006-11-02T00:44:00.000+08:00

alamak..eh ati..sori muke kau tk nmpk..senang2 nanti kakak adjust..hehe..nk p toilet la..*joget* hehe

2006-11-02T00:25:00.000+08:00

ish..aku nyer pasal la nk terbaring ke terdudok ke nk tunggang terbalek..tk paham la org2 ni seme..
aniwae.. have been realli bz lately..n macam malas la nk update blog..hehe..
tapi ni la..some of the raya pics..hehe..

wit my fam n grandma n grandpa (yg pakai baju merah tu adikku..kepo nk pakai sama colour..bkn matae eh..huehehe)

suker2 jek

wit my cousins (females only!..xcept for my grandpa..hehe)

haa..assestments over!!! yeah *joget2*

2006-10-23T21:11:00.000+08:00

haa..selamat hari raya ppl!!!wuuhoo..oh my..i cant write a long entry now cos im cleaning my room now..newly painted pink!! uh huh! oh yeah!

la salle nk bunuh orang

2006-10-14T16:45:00.000+08:00

i cant believe im saying this..but yeah..i miss sec sch alot! i miss my fwens n the food!! i dun care about the rest.. huahaha...
kaiya..kau miss sec sch tk? aku nk p bedok north lagi ah..nk mkn pat sane..huahahaha..pat kedai deli maslina ke..kau igt tk? ahaha..epok2 n kueh lapis dier..(yes ah..lagi 2 jam lebih jek nk buke)
abe yg maser ader katak masok class kte..ahahahahaha..paling tk bole lupe..seme da pekik2..bodo..ahahahahahaha..i mean bkn kau la..hehe..abe karno yg slalu nk step berg da terlari2..huahahaha..da la balloon pon dier takot..aper saje..
abe kau igt yg dier terpijak anak katak tk silap aku..dlm class..abe seme start nyanyi lagu yg pat cina peh funeral..haiyo..mengarut jek..
abe yg si physics teacher..aargh aku lupe namer dier..si tan tu..huahahaha..
aniwae..nyahahahaha..bdae kau da nk dekat!!
haiz.. im bored to death now.. 3d is killing me.. the wires! sheesh..

the people!!!

2006-10-14T16:42:00.000+08:00

wth!!! omg..

2006-10-13T22:15:00.001+08:00

i had a realli nice n simple day today..lecture in the morning and external drawing in the afternoon..hmph perspective still s***ks though..cant stand it..
huahaha..i was in the library drawing the shelves..but the quietness is quite peaceful..unlyk now..aargh my sis is turning the radio on loud..my eardrums feel lyk bursting..i hate it..niwae..huahaha..i wish to meet opek..huehehehe..pape la..
huahahaha..

2006-10-12T19:44:00.000+08:00

u noe,all of a sudden,i feel lyk learning to play the guitar again..ahahahahaha..
so odd..cos the last tym i ever touched that thing was lyk 4 yrs ago..huahahaha..
kental ah..but yeah..hehe..wen i feel stressed or watsoever..then i can start strumming to a gud ol song..ya la..im lyk influenced by my fren..tnx a lot eh..hehe..
aniwae..oh my..i feel sleepy..

2006-10-10T23:10:00.000+08:00

my sis got tis thingy on the net..omg..so touchiiing!! hehe..i lyyyk..

"A girl asked a guy if she was pretty, he said no. She asked him if he wanted her, he said no. She asked him if she leave,would he cry, he said no.

She turned to leave, he grabbed her arm and said, "You're not pretty, you're beautiful.I don't want you, I need you. And I wouldn't cry if you leave, I would die."

huahahaha..ya ya..

2006-10-10T22:53:00.000+08:00

haaaa..almost the end of another day..so freaking fast..omg..
hmm..i dunno wat to write..huahaha..anyway,im realli having an awesome tym in sch.. my classmates r realli fun n nice..hehe..n caring n encouraging..cool..
i got the grades for my previous assessments jus now..quite surprising..huahaha..

2006-10-10T00:50:00.000+08:00

suker hati kau la,nak...

2006-10-07T20:06:00.000+08:00

i had a nice day yesterday..i duuno where to start..haaa..thanks alot for the wishes the pressies..i'll treasure it alot..*smiles*

2006-10-04T23:48:00.000+08:00

i am feeling so weird ryt now..dunno y..definitely not pms thingy..
sigh..for the first tym in my lyf,im not looking forward to celebrating my bdae.. (though i'll appreciate hu ever hu wish me a happy day) i feel lyk there's sumthing missing in my lyf ryt now..im searching but it's totally weird cos i dunno wat im searching for..i feel lyk talking to sumone but i bet no one will understand.. my days in sch are totally fine..everybody's realli nice..but the thing is that, i dunno if anione noes me..they see me,but they dun look,they recognise but they dunno me..i feel so lost..ryt wen i tot i have found myself..myb i miss having a best fren..yeah..i miss having one so much..sumone hu'll noe wat im trying to say, b4 i even open my mouth..myb i miss my grandparents soooo much too..*teary*..growing up means getting older..me n all..myb..im lyk tis cos i dunno y im feeling lyk tis.. dun get it? me too.. but let's face each day with a smile, myb it'll get brighter.. =)

2006-10-03T02:13:00.000+08:00

haa..such a fine day today..i went around with azhar,riddy n raymond during break.. they were realli great..fun,crappy,cheeky n mischievous ppl..very fun..i love my classmates..all of them r realli nice to me..n to each other..hehe..haaa..oh yeah..we went to the gallery jus now..where raymond played the piano..haa so cool..all of them are music lovers..n im err..a listener..eheh..i had fun todae.. yeah..

2006-10-02T13:22:00.000+08:00

haaaaaaa.. i am bizi chatting ryt now.. wahahaha with ppl hu r jus about two to three feets away from me..nyahahaha..yup yup..we're in the comp lab..killing tym..haiya...

2006-09-30T22:39:00.000+08:00

ahahahaha yeah i deleted an entry..cos i dun want to get my blog in trouble..ahaha..kwang kwang kwang..but i tink it was here long enuf so if u missed it,too bad lor..huahuahua..haiya wateva la..perh..
haaaa..OMG! i jus remembered that my bdae is cuming..aiyoh..turning 17..dun lyk..i lyk 16..the number is so cute n sweet n err sixteen..wahahaha..n i tink,ive concluded that pressies r scary things..ahahaha cos it always makes u guilty-ly happy..i dun lyk the feeling so jus skip the pressie part..wahaha..but my sis is excluded..she better get me sumthing gud..muahahaha..

2006-09-29T23:21:00.000+08:00

im so freakking bored..todae is a boring day..perspective thing realli s***.. (bulan ramadan-censored weheh)boring,oh boring,oh boring,such boring day it is,it is..
aaargh..fish crap..omg..ouh until a gud fwen of mine called though..woohoo myb off to geylang tomorrow..haaa the bazaar.. ramli burger oh yeah..wahahaha..
so basically wat happened todae is dat i came to sch late for lecture n cudnt get in cos the freaking auditorium door is locked! D*** it.. n raymond was late too so since we cudnt even mark our attendance, we went off to orchard to do some project stuff,and we took the wrong bus..tnx to..me..haiya..i am so sorry raymond..my bad.. but we did we reach there..went to Guess outlet at taka 4 raymond's project research n he took the pics arnd the shop n i was kinda scared..eheheh cos i was afraid we'll get in trouble..but phew,we didnt..n went far east to do research for my prjct blabla.. haiya long story..went esplanade cos we got nothing to do,3 more long hours to go, so i read a few books,definitely bout monroe..eheh n raymond took some books too but he slept instead..cos he onli slept an hour the nite b4..God noes wat he did..haiya..u ar..(n ryt beside him,lyk onli two feets away was a sign that says sumthing lyk "no sleeping anywhere in the library" ahahaha..omg..but he didnt get caught though)..i also got sleepi for awhile..wen i was reading bout audrey hepburn but i took a book of marilyn instead n it perk me up for gud..see..the magic of monroe..ahaha..blabla..oke todae isnt so boring..quite windy at the merlion area where we went for external class..very nice..but im too tired to laugh so much n i was realli pissed at mr perspective!! aargh making my lyf hard..azhar n riddy were realli crappi though..omg..we talked bout kampung days..ahahaha..

2006-09-28T23:41:00.000+08:00

it's been 5 days of fasting.. another 25 days to go.. b4 hari raya.. still a long time.. and 3 weeks to hari raya.. dat's next,next week...omg!! dat is so soon! ahahaha so got ur clothes already? wat colour? wat colour? red? blue? green? purple? black? orange? yellow? indigo? pink? gold? silver? white? cream? lime green? or as P.Ramlee said it "mambang biru air laut".. ahahahaha.. total crap.. puh.. ahahaha.. have fun fasting ppl..

2006-09-25T18:23:00.000+08:00

yeaaa..i met opek jus now..but that doesnt matter..it's meeting his cute little brother that does..omg he's so talkactive..talk n talk n talk n talk.. ahahaha.. n run n run.. n he wants to play chase wit me sum more..ahahaha..omg he's so cute..he looks a lot lyk his big bro..haaaa..i dun tink he remembers me..i used to follow him n his bro to the playground wen he was smaller..haaaa...so cute..

2006-09-23T00:20:00.000+08:00

haaa..amek ni!hehe..had a gud chat wit riddy n raymond jus now..ehehe..so funny..craps here n there..hmm phew! finally,assestment week is over..haha..yeah..and it seems lyk our class is getting along quite well too..hehe..lots of fun..it was brena bdae todae n she was lyk so paiseh..hehe always blushing..n there's tahlil arwah at the void deck jus now..which my dad n bros wen to n opek was there too..hehe..wit his dad n little bro..i wanna b there too! ahahaha..hehe..ouh omg..im having a bad stomach ache now..aargh.. but! b4 i go..i must say this.. i went to esplanade for external drawing jus now n Juz-B was there!!! OMG..at first i didnt noe..i was lyk "ah mepek ar"..but wen i turned arnd to walk away,i heard the band sang this malay song..i was lyk omg!omg! it was totally nice.. so i went to the seating area n sat there till their last song..haaaa..they rock man..n the 2nd guy from the left is cute..ehehe..so much for the drawing..ahahahahaha..

2006-09-21T22:21:00.000+08:00

boyfrens don break hearts..sumtyms it's frens hu does..agree?
nope? ahaha dat's ur problem

2006-09-21T21:49:00.000+08:00

and it seems that it's realli that way..

2006-09-21T00:18:00.000+08:00

hmm tis is really sick..but heck...
aniwae sch's been..well..super sucky n surprisingly splendid..
sucks for my 3d prjcts cos im totally doomed..hur total loser..i don even want to talk bout it..2d on the other hand is the opposite..kim said he like the outcome bla bla..but wat's important though is that i have room for improvements n im gonna work on it..ahahaha..
n ouh..coolness..i jus found out that azhar went for adam khoo thingy too!!!!
OMG..hu wud have tot! but he went for corporate thingy n mine is lyk the motivation-for-o levels type..but still..its realli cool to noe someone in my class had attended that brilliant thingy too..
sigh n i tink raymond dun want to fren me..ahahahaha..

2006-09-18T18:29:00.000+08:00

omg..my schedule is really cramped!! aargh..how i wish i cud freeze time..
lyk how Piper does in the series Charmed..ahaha..
Ouh..n yeaaa! Finally,there's someone in my class hu,surprisingly,have some common interest with me..Raymond!! Yea..he love oldies too!! Hah! And see..i knew there's sumthing about tis guy that i dont noe that i shud noe..Raymond has his own band!Well,at least he used to..Gosh..how cool is that!I cant even play a recorder properly..haha..Such a music illiterate..hehe..n Raymond's a huge fan of beatles..n he lyks elvis..n rolling stones..hehe..well i love marilyn monroe! n i lyk audrey hepburn..n i tink Elvis is cute...hehe..yeah..wicked awesome stuff..Please be my fren Raymond! ahahaha.. Ouh tis is great! *grin*

2006-09-15T11:57:00.000+08:00

bluuuuuuuurp!
haAaAaaa.. dat was for yesterdae..the munching n chewing n gobbling up the dines in seoul garden..hahaha brilliant food! wit a gud fwen of mine.. sedap banget deh..n it was cheaper den i tot..arnd 30+ altogether for 2..not dat bad ryt? i dunno y ppl said it wud add up to 40+..myb cos we paid for the earlier set n stay there until arnd 5 for the sushi..ahaha tk tau malu,tk tau malu..ouh n we had the student promotion so there..
hahaha there's still that tantalising taste of the tom yam chicken on my taste buds! arh dat's my fav! ouh i jus remembered,we were there for hours cos we were trying to cook the cockles..waiting for the shell to open (they say that's how u noe dat it's cooked) but we cudnt wait any longer so hah! the most is we'll end up in the toilet..heheh..

2006-09-13T20:22:00.000+08:00

bploeaaaeeeerrrkkgghhhhh..puh..
sigh i miss my sec sch fwens to the max..
i dunno y, i tink im getting meaner these days.. it seems that shay's straight forward-ness has got to me.. hmm but u c,for me,it's not bout being mean..it's about getting my opinions out..i tink nowadays,i prefer to b honest..i dun want to jus bitch behind sum ppl back..it doesnt do me any gud..n the bad words will always gets around n bite u later on..so actually i don mind ppl talking straight forward to me..but jus do it nicely pls..n i will too..hehe..
honestly,i dislyk ppl hu brag..i'm not saying hate cos i don..jus dat these ppl will tick me off at some point..lyk "oke shut up,i don care"..so if u terasa pls stop it..
n u noe,i'm the type of person hu lyks to find solutions..i always lyk to spent my time tinking for inspiration to being a better person..lyk i'll always give myself encouragement by coming up with qoutes..or reading one..so honestly sometimes,it ticks me wen a person correct me too much..but pls,my frens,pls,pls,pls don get me wrong,im always open for critiques cos i noe it's actually the best road to improvisation..sigh i noe,it's hard to noe if i'll need ur advice..hmm heck la..jus do wat u want..
thank u.
n i tink i got a problem here..how do u react wen ppl say ur work is nice? i realli dunno man..i mean,im not saying that my work is nice,but if u don realise,i always observe ppl n for this,i often observe his/her reaction to praises..oh gosh..i don want to end up being proud or wateva..

2006-09-12T19:58:00.000+08:00

omgosh! omgosh! i need a paper bag to hide in!

2006-09-11T22:12:00.000+08:00

hmm my mak usu n busu r so gonna b reading my blog...

Single, taken or crushing?
not crushing

Are you happy with your life now?
yeah..xcept for the projects that r killing me,evrything else r fine

When you meet the right person, do you fall with him fast?
hmm let's see..

Have you ever had your heartbroken?
of cos..lyk tell me hu hasnt

Do you believe there are some circumstances where cheating love acceptable?
but isnt it all excuses? cos if u want it den u wud want it..if u don, u don ryt..

Would you take someone back if he cheats on you?
it all dpnds again..realli..

Have you ever talk about marriage with another before?
yeah especially wen talking bout our choice of gowns ahaha..lalalalala

Do you want children?
Yeah! it's a blessing to have childrens

How many?
well honestly 3 is great but it's God's will

Would you consider adoption?
yeah..if i'm able..

If someone like you right now, what do you think is the best way to let you know his feelings?
write me a sweet poem pls! but not mushy,mushy..jus sweet! n myb a rose too! omg so typical but sigh, no one gave me a rose b4..hehehe

Do you enjoy getting into relationship?
hmm..it dpnds again ryt..lyk if it makes u happy den by all means

Be honest, what is the furthest you and you ex did?
my ex?

Do you believe in love first sight?
yeah..hehehe

Are you romantic?
some says i am..ahahahaha

Do you believe you can change someone?
i did!i made fida love skirts..hehe..opek is sweeter too! ahahaha bravo ayuni ahahaha

If you could be married somewhere, where would it be?
hmm..in a vast n peaceful piece of green land with the pretty sky n fluffy clouds,where the sparkling river flows n where roses bloom..butterflies flapping n the breeze blowing..

Do you easily give in when you are fighting?
nope..i will usually put up a fight..unless i noe i really,really cant do it

Do you have feelings for someone right now?
ahahahahaha

Have you ever wished that you could have had someone but you messed it up?
hmm not for now.thank God.

Have you ever broken a heart?
hmm let's see..hehehe..

If one day your best friend falls in love with the boy you deeply in love with, what would you do?
it dpnds on the guy..hu he wants to b with but i will hate that bitch! hehehe

Are you missing someone now?
uh huh..hahaha

Now you have to ask 5 of your friends to do this survey in their blogs.
Write down their names in the list below. Tag them in their blog to let them know.
1. Ati
2. Riddy
3. Kaiya
4. hmm
5. dunno leh

2006-09-07T18:43:00.000+08:00

sigh i've got tonnes of work to do..argh..but i'm having a great time at sch..getting to noe my classmates better so let me jus summarise stuff bout those wonderful ppl in my class..
hmm so there's angelyn-she got the most gorgoeus accessories n brena has the prettiest skin i've ever seen..so dewy n moisturised,there's talkactive nelly n bitchy joel..hehe..alea jus cut her hair,cinder n her crush (ehem!),cj n jasper r always laughing at each other..aaron our class rep got really mad at the external drawing incident recently...terence is really crappy..i dunno y but i always laugh wen i look at him..hehe..not forgetting theresia whom i onli c lyk 3 times a week..hehehe..
i really love sheila's eyes..n i tink she's lyk a chick..hehe..very small n almost fragile.. i feel lyk pinching her cheeks! ahaha..billy is very those army2,commander type..sometimes,he comes across a bit braggy but i tink he's jus sharing wit the rest his vast knowledge..he's actually really kind..so no offence okae?! hmm n i jus realised dat azhar is kinda funny..haha i saw him messing arnd wit kim's pencil box n i was lyk "haha oi wat r u doin?!" he's actually full of crap la..hmm..i find raymond really nice.. he's very shy2 type (for now).. very cute leh..he seldom talks..so it's kinda intriguing..lyk.."psst wat's up wit u"..hehe..manura can really b crazy sumtimes.. while kaka really2 reminds me of my vietnam fren,Anh..i love yan ni's dolphin thing n well,i find riddy very talented..he can do abstract art well.. sumthing dat i'm not really gud at cos rite now,i'm too dependent on reference drawing..thx to the way i was nurtured during my secondary sch art yrs..but it does come in handy..fortunately..i tink chea hui has the potential to b a teacher..hehe..i mean..seriously, dont u guys agree wit me? vanessa on the other hand seemed to be really stressed cos she's intending to burn riddy's,kaka's n sum ppl's sketchbook..hahaha..benjamin has the most brilliant car..hehe..so beautiful.. n i noe one of his secret..*grin* oke..hush..i'm zipping my mouth tight..
honestly,i don really noe much bout hui ying..i shall go talk to her sum dae..

hmph..btw kaiya i really agree wit u..cite lama giler sey..yet hamba allah tu insist on bitching bout her so biarla asalkn dier bahagia..too bad dier bahagia dgn mengumpat psl org..aku nk tules pon da tk kuasa..

2006-09-04T23:45:00.000+08:00

LAYER ONE: ON THE OUTSIDE

Eye Color: dark brown
Hair Color: black
Righty or Lefty: right
Zodiac Sign: libra
Height:159,160,161..i dunno leh

LAYER TWO: ON THE INSIDE

Your heritage: bugis+indian+thai+jawa+bintan=malay
Your fears: flying cockroaches,red ants,mosquitoes,heavy rain wit lightning n thunder,strong winds,sharks,a close up pic of a cockroach leg (eurgh!)
Your weakness: watching a plane fly right above me..i feel lyk crushing it to pieces..ahaha..
always procastinating my projects..
tom yam maggi mee
Your perfect pizza: a perfect one..arh i dunno
Goal: jus wait n c evrybody! hehe

LAYER THREE: YESTERDAY, TODAY,
TOMORROW:

Your thoughts first waking up: sleep again
Your best physical feature: mMm
Your bedtime: night time
Your most missed memory: being a problem-free little kid..(how was it again?)

LAYER FOUR: YOUR PICK:

Pepsi or Coke: pepsi
McDonald's or Burger King: burger king actually
Single or group dates: single date
Adidas or Nike: hmm 'ayuni'?
Lipton Tea or Nestea: lipton tea..
Chocolate or vanilla: chocolate! yum yum
Cappuccino or coffee:hot chocolate?

LAYER FIVE: DO YOU?

Smoke: nope
Take a shower: argh
Have a crush: hehe the nurse guy? ahaha
Think you've been in love: hush
Want to get married: long life plsss
Believe in yourself: yeah
Think you're a health freak: im a lazy sheep (shay's the cow)

LAYER SIX: IN THE PAST MONTH:

Drank alcohol: nope
Gone to the mall: yeah
Been on stage: nope
Eaten Sushi: nope
Been dumped: nope
Gone skating: nope..
Dyed your hair: no,no,no! it's all projects!!! arghargh

LAYER SEVEN: HAVE YOU EVER:

Played a stripping game: nope
Gotten beaten up: by my little brother..ahaha (tu namernyer kasi chance)
Changed who you were to fit in: Nope..i'm a nomad nowadays..hehe..no more cliques for me..for now

LAYER EIGHT: GETTING OLD:

Age your hoping to be married: long life plsss

LAYER NINE: IN GUY

Best eye color: a mesmerizing one lyk chad micheal murray's!
Best hair color: hmm
Short or long hair: short..let me do the long part oke

LAYER TEN: WHAT WERE YOU DOING:

1 MINUTE AGO: tinking of my projects
1 HOUR AGO: tinking of my projects..
1 DAY AGO: tinking of my projects
1 YEAR AGO: tinking of o levels..(was i..ahaha)

LAYER 11: FINISH THE SENTENCE:

I LOVE: myself,my fam,fwens,food,monroe,arts,'pillow' cookies..haaa..im craving for those rite now
I FEEL: lyk eating 'pillow' cookies
I HATE: haa..here we go again..flying cockroaches,red ants,mosquitoes,heavy rain wit lightning n thunder,strong winds,sharks,a close up pic of a cockroach leg
I HIDE: wateva u don c
I MISS: opek ahahaha
I NEED: 'pillow' cookies!!!
I WANT;droolz,busu,ati,kaiya to do this..ahaha korg tk suke kn..

2006-08-12T15:32:00.000+08:00

i found tis thing at friendster's bullentin board.it was actually a chain dat u have to sent to 13 ppl or u wont have love blablabla..
i tink u guys shud really read tis..it's gud..
it's really gud.. read oke!

As I sat there in English class, I
stared at the girl next to me.She was my so-called "best friend". I stared
at her long, silky hair. I wished she were mine, but
she didn't notice me like that.And I knew it. After
class she walked up to me and asked me for the
notes she had missed the day before, and I handed
them to her.She said "thanks" and gave me a kiss on the
cheek. I wanted to tell her. I wanted her to know
that I don't want to be just friends. I love her, but I'm
just too shy. And I don't know why.

11th Grade

The phone rang. It was her on the other end. She
was in tears, mumbling on and on about how her love
had broke her heart. She asked me to come over
because she didn't want to be alone, so I did. As I sat next
to her on the sofa, I stared at her soft eyes, wishing
she was mine. After 2 hours, a Drew Barrymore movie,
and three bags of chips, she decided to go to
sleep. She looked at me, said "thanks," and gave me a
kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her. I want her to know
that I don't want to be just friends. I love her,
but I'm just too shy. And I don't know why.

12th Grade

The day before prom she walked to my
locker. "My date is sick," she said. He's not going to go. Well,
I didn't have a date and in 7th grade we made a
promise that if neither of us had dates we would
go together just as "best friends," so we did. Prom
night after everything was over I was standing at her
front door step. I stared at her. She smiled at me and
stared at me with her crystal eyes. I want her to
be mine, but she doesn't think of me like that, and I
know it.Then she said, "I had the best time,thanks!"
and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her. I
want her to know that I don't want to be just friends.
I love her, but I'm just too shy. And I don't know why...

Graduation Day

A day passed. A week passed. A month passed.
Before I could blink, it was graduation day. I
watched as her perfect body floated like an angel up on
stage to get her diploma. I wanted her to be mine, but
she didn't notice me like that, and I knew it. Before
everyone went home, she came to me in her
smock and hat, and she cried as I hugged her. Then, she
lifted her head from my shoulder and said, "You're
my best friend, thanks!" and gave me a kiss on the
cheek. I want to tell her. I want her to know that I
don't want to be just friends. I love her, but I'm just too
shy.And I don't know why…

A Few Years Later

Now, I sit in the pews of the church. She is gettin
married,now. I watched her say, "I do" and drive
off to her new life, married to another man. I wanted
her to be mine but she didn't see me like that, and I
knew it.But before she drove away, she came to me
and said, "You came!" She said, "thanks!" and kissed
me on the cheek.I want to tell her. I want her to know
that I don't want to be just friends. I love her, but
I'm just too shy. And I don't know why...

Funeral

Yrs passed, and I looked down at the coffin of the
girl who used to be my best friend." At the service
they read a diary entry she had wrote in her high
school years. This is what it read: I stare at him wishing
he were mine. But he doesn't notice me like that,
and I know it. I want to tell him. I want him to know that
I don't want to be just friends. I love him, but I'm
just too shy, and I don't know why. I wish he would tell me
he loved me…i wish I did too…i thought to myself,
and I cried.

2006-08-08T23:47:00.000+08:00

ar sch so hectic..after all those honeymoon times..the 6 mths of lepaking lyk a pig..now i'm lyk aargh! i slept at 3am yesterdae n i was lyk goin crazy..hur trying to complete my assignments..see..gud gal rite..if it was maths den i wud hav been in lala dreamland hours b4..btw my grandpa is getting well..Thank God Almighty..for our long life..i'm so glad..hmm..gosh i really hav to ciao..ouh had an awesome dae todae..meet up wit opek for a while..arh..he ar..lyk want to smack his face..heh kidding..oke gotta go..

2006-07-30T23:48:00.000+08:00

i was laughing my heads off to the crappy jokes of some idiots on a fine fridae afternoon wen my mum called,sobbing,i was lyk "God save us"..n the bad news came..unexpectedly..little did i noe dat on the other side,my grandad was fighting for his life..
it's alreadi sunday midnight now..my grandpa is totally sick in the hospital..weak n drained off any energies..lying on the hospital bed wit all the tubes inserted here n there..it's heartbreaking..to see him in such state..it's too hard..i cudnt hold back my tears when i first visited him in the ICU..motionless..tears cudnt stop streaming from my eyes..those dat i was trying to hide so much..i sobbed in the toilet afterwords..hoping dat no one knew i was crying..but i called opek aniwae bcos he's the one person i always talk to bout my grandparents..how much they meant to me..but i onli uttered a few words tis time..he jus listened to my cries..
tis is lyk a nightmare..one dat i wanna get the hell out of..tis isnt happening rite?!i tot a few minutes ago he jus bought me an olive dress wen he returned from work.. DAMN IT!

2006-07-30T23:39:00.000+08:00

thoughts lingering
hopes rising
facts killing
sick
kids screaming
eyes rolling
ears bursting
tick
time's moving
age draining
tears rolling
sheessh
still wondering
days passing
words missing
think
ink streaming
am scribbling
keep writing
jinx

2006-07-26T22:35:00.000+08:00

i kinda love tis game man..weheheh..

7 Random Facts About Me
o1.i am ambitious
o2.i'm always dreaming..day n nite..in the class or toilet..
o3.i hav always been girly2,but now i lyk to inject some classicness in myself
o4.marilyn monroe,hilary duff,olsens n ashley isham r some of those ppl dat inspire me
o5.i am always scribbling in my diary..poems,entries or jus doodles
o6.i hate pms
o7.n my family is my life-blood

7 Things That Scare Me
o1.death
o2.kiamat
o3.strong winds
o4.heavy rain,thunder n lightnings
o5.scary ppl
o6.sharks
o7.cockroaches,frogs,mosquitos,red ants n all those stuff

7 Random Music At The Moment
o1.Diamonds are a girl's best friend/Marilyn Monroe
o2.When i fall in love/Marilyn n Nat King Cole
o3.Biarlah Rahsia/Siti Nurhaliza
o4.Beat Of My Heart/Hilary Duff
o5.Wake Up/Hilary Duff
06.Come Clean/Hilary Duff
o7.Wateva uh..ive been hearing less radio lately

7 Things I Say Most
o1.serious?
o2.Kaaau..
o3...mcm kambing sey..
o4...setotek net..
05.merepek meraban..
06.kepale otak kau ar..
o7.n stuff..

7 People To Do This
o1.kaiya
o2.Sharmila
o3.wateva la..
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2006-07-24T18:20:00.000+08:00

hmm..i was looking at some Victorian paintings on the internet.. Paintings done during the 19th century..they're really gorgeous n stunning..very pretty..most were paintings of nobles n even some paintings of Queen Victoria hu ruled England for 64 years,until her death at 1901..u shud go check out these painting..n observe their really posh life..their clothes n the surroundings..it's brilliant..n no..their life werent any easier than us..i mean all the manners n their dressings (think corsets..)..gosh dat is kinda tough..really u shud go check out those paintings..they're brilliant..here's the site..
http://www.palettesofvision.com/victorian/ ..enjoy!

2006-07-24T13:58:00.000+08:00

-All About Myself-
My Name: Siti Ayuni..(wen my mum wanted to give me a name wen i was little,she considered between Ayuni n the name Alwani..hur thank God Ayuni! Imagine Alwani..wahaha)
Hobbies: Drawing,eating,dreaming,eating,scribbling in my diary
School: JYPS,BNSS,La Salle
Work: Student only
Horoscope: Libra! Lyk opek! hur hur imagine wat happens wen two fickle-minded Librans meet! heks..
Hair Colour: Black wit some little (..very) brown portions,either it's natural or it's spoilt hair..hur hur..
Eye Colour: Dark Brown,brown under the sun n black in the dark..heheh..
Skin Colour: Medium i tink
Last 5 Digits of My Mobile: 17617
My Birthday: Ehemm..06 october!

.:Have You:.
Tried Smoking: Nope..
Drank Alcohol: Nope.. *praying*
Been Hurt Emotionally: Yes,yes..
Keep a Secret From Anyone: Yes
Been on Stage: Yes

.:Favourites:.
Colour: Red,Black,Pink..dark purple? n also brown for clothes..
Food: Thai Tom Yam!
Number: 1
Cartoon: Spongebob squarepants,Teen Titans,Kim Possible,Sabrina The Teenage Witch
Song: i love those old type ones..wat do u call it? those lyk monroe's ones?
Movie: chick flicks..hur hur..

.:Right Now:.
Wearing: Tweety t-shirt,green pants (wateva u call tis type of pants..ouh the ones from my mak usu n busu! heh..) brown belt(i jus came back from sch *grin*) n some confidential stuff..
Hairstyle: Fringe pulled back wit a headband n the rest untied
Looking At: the pc ler..
Thinking of: Wat i'm thinkng of..
Listening To: Marilyn n Nat 'King' Cole's "Wen I Fall In Love"

.:Do You Believe In:.
Love: *nodding* Love is evrywhere!..Look at those birds! so cute!..
Faith: Absolutely
Yourself: Yes,yes
Angel: If Malaikat..Totally..
Ghost: Ive neva seen one b4 which is gud

.:In The Last 24hrs:.
Wored Jeans: *Nodding*
Clean Your Room: Yes
Cried: No (Thank God!)
Met Someone New: Lots! At La Salle's briefing..
Last Person I Talked To on The Phone: My mom

.:Love Life:.
Do You Believe in Love: Uh huh
Have a Secret Admirer: i dunno..hur..If I had known den it's not secret admirer animore wat..aiyo..
Do You Want To Get Married: If God wills..heh..aiyo i still schooling..
How Old You Want To Be When You Have Kids: aiyo i still schooling..
How Many Kids Do You Want: -_-
Would You Have Kids Before Marriage: God save me
Do You Have a Crush: I don tink so..hmm..Nope..
What Do You Want Most in a Relationship:
Happiness,Careness,Encouragement,Humour,Honesty

.:In Random:.
Your Favourite Local Footballer: Fandi Ahmad
3 People You Run To When You Have Problems: sista,mum n opek n my fwen..hur dat's 4
3 Things You Do When You Are Stress: scribble in my diary,stop doing wateva dat is stressing me,n go eat.
3 Prominent Qualities of Myself: Dreamer,fickle-minded,thinking none stop.
What Would You Do if You Have 1 Million $: wahahahahahaha..give some to family members,save some,go shopping for myself n my family n my frens,donate,invest,get braces,shopping..wahaha..*dreaming*
Are You a Jealous or Insecure Freak: Sometimes..heh..
Favourite Secondary Teacher: Mr Pang..
People(s) You Would Like To See Doing This Thing: Kaiya!

2006-07-21T23:31:00.000+08:00

haiya..sch is starting soon..damn..after all tis months of lepaking at home,lyk a cow..wahahaha..lyk arnd 7 months u noe..wahahahaha..can u believa dat?! sooo long.. and it's gonna end soon! 2 more daes onli! hurhur..i was talking to opek yesterdae n was whining about all tis stuff..n he told me how he used to feel the same but wen school starts,it'll b great n he really enjoys coming to sch now..hur oke..i'll b gud..n i was also whinning bout how bored it'll b..cos shay isnt gonna b the same class n me..blabla...n he told me..nevermind..learn to b independent..hee..n i tink he's totally rite..hehe..thank u eh opek..heh..*grin*

2006-07-21T19:31:00.000+08:00

herh..todae was the orientation day for la salle 1st yr students..was lyk totally boring..hur hur..briefings n more of briefings..hmm but if dat's wat gonna help me tomorrow..fine,fine..but it was still boring..
hee..yes n i met opek for a while jus now..for a short while..haiya..he ar..slow lyk kambing.. hehe oke sori2..maen2 je ar..heh..

2006-07-18T14:08:00.000+08:00

hehe *grin*
i clashed wit opek jus now.At the void deck wen i was on my way to fetch the little pest from his sch..hehe oke..i mean my brother.n opek was on his way home from the shop but..he decided to accompany me. hee..so bizi talking dat i forget to buy the newspaper n cookies for my brother..hehe oops..my bad..

2006-07-17T17:42:00.000+08:00

life is short..really..
yesterdae,at 12 past midnight,my mom got a phonecall from granny.it sure didnt sound alrite.
so as soon as she put down the phone,i quickly went to her n asked "why?"N she told me one of my grand uncle had jus passed away..i became speechless..i turned my head arnd to noe dat my sista had overheard it too..den as i entered my bedroom,i said to her "time is really catching up".
n really it is.

2006-07-16T16:39:00.000+08:00

weehee..yesterdae was wicked! uh huh.. hehe..ya met my gud ol fwen.. so much to write!
dunno lyk where to start! *recalling* heee.. *grin* lalalalalala..

2006-07-14T21:55:00.000+08:00

puh..pathetic..singapore is lyk infested wit so much wannabes nowadaes..i mean no offence..
but it's lyk okee,n okee n oke wateva. lyk look arnd,evrybody wants to b emo n angsty..lyk ooh i hate tis world,i want to die.. the real ones r really scary n wicked..fine..but wen things are lyk so oke..n evrything's fine..den y sombre..or pretend to dat is..i mean oke get up,lyf is too short..more power to those really suffering..but typical teenagers..stop trying to wanting to die..i noe u dont want to..perh..